Blank-Talk
I learned blank-talk early
from Mama’s no color phone calls
in the kitchen, paying bills.
Yes, this is she,
faux-pitched and framed carefully,
perfect, cherry-picked syllables
neat on her tongue.
Rhythm bled from her voice
because the lady on the other end
does not sound like us.
Subtle, starting in youth and
carried in my subconscious,
code-switching tinting black tone
blank in certain company —
yes sir when reaching for a wallet,
never y’all in the classroom.
I starch my sentences and
keep them clear-cut, closer to
somewhere far from me.
AAVE flowing as I move
through Delta streets but dying
past the Hinds County line
or anywhere else I am afraid of
my speech and skin
creating a target.